nosleepandcrazy

This shit is real and really crazy

There are 2 kinds of masturbating…

The difference between masturbating alone vs when another human is present

Cassiemasturbating alone

OK so the difference is…  When I am alone I do a few things I do not do with a partner.  For one, if I am in the mood for porn, it will be fucked up… animated porn.  As in hentai.  Most of the time I do not require any porn or any sort of anything aside from my trusty vibrating delight swirled in a nice pink and white candy cane affect.  Ahh…

Ok so once I have that, all I need is to be bottomless.  98% of the time the upper half of my body is not in play when alone.  Ok so I am in bed or wherever and I am in my choice of lighting for that moment of whim I am having.  I am alone.  I do not care what I do, as long as I enjoy it.  I can do the exact same thing over and over if I desire because no one is here to tell me that I am boring them, that it is monotonous and boring and all that stupid shit my ex-husband said.

The sounds that come out of me are animalistic and raw.  I can contort and writhe in Ecstasy and I can twist and turn and do anything that occurs to my body.  I can be loud and out of control.  I can stretch my my legs so far and long that they are stiff like a tree and then when things get completely amazing, I can squeeze my legs together so tight that if someone’s hand was there, I would inflict unwanted pain to them.  Never mind a body being there. My legs raise off the bed as if they are possessed and slam down with a passionate hit.  When I use my toy, it is thin and I can close my legs and tense up and squeeze with every orgasm. Something that seems to annoy men and I have had to learn to not do when said hand is being used so that just leads to being one more reason orgasms come easier and harder when alone than when I am worrying about keeping my legs open like the pretty little whore they want me to be.  This is also one reason I like being tied up because I can contort and pull and squeeze as tight as the ropes will allow, but I still can not get in the way of the hand or body on top of me.

Ok.. now VS…. When masturbating when a person is with me.  I am too embarrassed to writhe and contort the way I do when alone.      And though it is requested and forced out of me, the sounds I make with a person is in no way near the sounds I made while alone.  I am reserved and when things get intense I feel quiet.

But this is kinda stupid because men love to hear you moan, my man is no different.  So why can’t I let loose and be the animal I am alone, when I am ravaging his body?  Well, probably for the same reason men do the same damn thing.  Sure you do not moan when alone, or so I think.  But in the middle of the night when you live with a guy and the computer is in the bedroom and he thinks you are sound asleep, you never notice the change in my breathing when I stir and realize you are not next to me, but on the computer.  The way you masturbate when you think I am asleep is NOTHING compared to what I see when we are mutually masturbating together.

So.. what conclusion should I come to?  Are you shy like me?  Do you fear you will be rejected for your pure animalistic nature that flows through your hands?  As I watch, I am turned on by it and wish I could leap on to you in that moment and fuck you like we never have before.  Or maybe I should start masturbating in bed as I watch you and try to achieve orgasm … or at least the first one I shall have, right as you do.  Or maybe I get off in bed and try to beat you and then join you all wet and dripping just begging for your nice hard throbbing penis and the only thing that turns me on more is the surprised look on your face as I take over.

So people, my advice to you is to be an animal with your lover.  Scream with passion if that is what you feel.  I think I may try something new… instead of plain old foreplay, sex and then getting off with my trusty candy cane after sex ( I am one of those women who can not get off from penetration… and no that does not mean I do not enjoy it, I simply can not climax from it ) maybe I will try this instead, let the guy touch himself or me if he prefers…I want to try and get myself off a few times, then let my man climb on top of me and enjoy the fruits of my labor and just maybe, maybe being so sensitive and ready, maybe I will then get off from penetration.  Worth a shot at least, and either way, it will still be fun.

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