This shit is real and really crazy
I had a dream last night, well nightmare, but people don’t say nightmare every single time they sleep. They say dream with a nightmare here and there but for me it is the opposite. So I had a nightmare that I got really really really dehydrated and it caused all ten of my fingers to draw up and contort til they broke and looked like twisted tree limbs.
After that I once again had a dream I was back in school. In the dream I had graduated but didn’t like college so I just went back to high school for ever basically. This time I was at Highview. No matter what I did, I could not focus. My eyes were half shut and I could not open them more than they were. My vision was blurry. I could not lock my locker because I had no idea what my combination was. A girl I used to be friends with was the only person I knew and we were taking all the same classes. While we signed up for classes, this woman walked by and I asked the guy signing us up if that was Mrs.Knott and he said yes so I told said used to be friend that we had to take her class. I had too many note books in my locker, I couldn’t remember the name of the class I said we had to take. I could not see which book to bring and my ADD was majorly out of control and things were going by so fast. I went up to the teacher to tell her how wonderful I thought she was when I was in 2nd grade. But she quickly informed me she was not who I thought she was. And I very quickly realized she was not going to be any thing like the teacher I thought she was, she was cold and wanted me to go back to my seat to do my lesson. I looked all around and in the short time it took to find out she was not Mrs.Knott, everyone was almost done. I could not see the book, I could not read because people were making noise. I tried to get my friend to help but she wouldn’t and the guy next to me treated me like the virgin plague I was in high school. I was lost and I tried to just find the answer to one question and then the bell rang. I went back to my locker and people had put whip cream in it as a joke. Like I said I could not lock it. I kept trying to talk to the people in the office, but no one would tell me my combination or my class schedule. My friend had wondered off in horror that I was such a mess and I had no idea where to go. I heard the bell ringing and I was lost. I kept getting more and more lost no matter what I did. People would not talk to me, they would not make eye contact. Somewhere along the way I ended up in a bathroom and instead of doors, they had curtains on the stalls. But the curtains were small, not high enough or low enough. People could see me naked. I was horrified. I was the only person in the entire school that was not skinny. I was so filled with panic I wanted to die.
And this is a normal night of dreaming for me.