This shit is real and really crazy
Ok, so the title says it all pretty much… On the 5th I saw a nutritionist. She gave me a nice lecture and the goal of getting to 200lbs. She asked what my goal was and I told her 145lbs. She seems to think this is not possible. She asked when the last time I was that weight and I said 9th grade. She says that might be too high of a goal to reach. Bullshit. I know if I do everything right, I will get there. I will just have to prove her wrong.
Her goal for me is 200lbs. I love this goal. I made a promise to myself that when I get to that weight I am getting my nose pierced. My sister is going to pay as a reward for reaching that goal. I can not wait.
Last may, may of 2012 I was at 219lbs. It was the lowest I had been in a million years. I was extremely proud to say that I had lost 100lbs total. But… I have pics of what I looked like the weekend I made it to that weight and I looked awful. I hated and hate every pic of myself. My thighs are still huge, so is my stomach. Now I know that is a lot of progress but I am no where near done at that weight.
So, that was 219lbs and my Dr’s goal for me is 200lbs. I seriously doubt that 19 more pounds lost is going to make me run around high on life doing the happy dance like a football player on crack. So, like I said, I will just have to prove her wrong.