This shit is real and really crazy
I do not know how to say it better. I am not ok. I forgot to take my meds yesterday. I am not ok. I am not ok. I am not ok. My self hatred is on speed dial. I feel dirty and everyone has made sure to make me feel that this dirty feeling is not my crazy, it is the real truth to my existence. I really do not like anything about myself and if not for my dirty willing mouth and big tits, I would have nothing.