This shit is real and really crazy
I’m a negative person. I always have been. I’m cynical too.
When I was a little kid and fell and got hurt my mom would ask,”want me to kiss it better?” And I said, ” no mommy. That doesn’t work.”
Recently it has been brought to my attention I’m too negative. So I thought about it. He’s right. I should try to see the silver lining. I should take it down to a 3 and not be so negative.
So I decided to give it a try. And I’m going to. But part of me now feels I can’t be myself without losing him as a friend. I feel censored. So this whole ” think positve” thing has made me feel very sad.
Anyone else ever feel like me?